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I was bullied a lot;getting called a slut for no reason,people insulting me,etc. I couldn't hold my feelings inside and ignore them because they were always surrounding me..except for my house. At 16,I was taken to the hospital for 3-4 months because I either drowned in a river or stabbed myself 5-6 times. I just couldn't remember...that time my father came home. There was more crying that time and my dad was so sad to leave us like this. He said that he would never leave this family forever. When I was home,I had to stay in for 6 weeks or so,so I could rest. When I had a big "comeback" at school,people were laughing and more people started to talk behind my back and swinging their arms again but they missed. I took their arm and flipped them over. The other bullies were easy. I just jumped on their back and yelled in their ear "It's my show now!" The principal saw the whole fight in the back and I got detention for 2 months. This was on September. October didn't count because we were all practicing for a whole school show. I don't want to be a "Mrs. Claus" holding a candy cane and wearing something red with a Santa hat >.<