i somewhat doubt that love exists at a young age, i can hope but i dont think so. i left tayler to give him his space but i dont think hell be back, and it hurts a lot i dont know what i should feel. im stuck in hawaii by myself once again, no one to say happy new years to when that time comes, no one to watch the bowl game with and no one to go kayaking and beach walking with.....i feel so alone with out him i dont want it to be over but i guess im the one who ended it and he was upset so who knows what hes thinking he wont respond to me which i dont blame him but i just want to tell him why i did it and i feel stupid for doing so and i miss him so much :/ i know i should give it time but he just means so much id feel terrible if i lost him for good didnt get to talk to him or anything sad oh why do i continue liking people why cant i just be fine by myself!
yes i know whine complain thats what i need right now so you guys can just deal ;P it keeps me from sending him a stupid text or worrying about him too much
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