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Lily-chan... She's dead... Ed-san... Dead... Vile, no clue.

Today I came to school without my artificial body. Much stronger that way and I had a feeling something was going to go down. I was right... I fought Ed... He didn't really fight back much... I killed him... At least he is safe in the Soul Society now... I survived... Don't know why I did but I protected as best as I could. I tried to heal Lily-chan but it wasn't enough... I'm hurt but I'll be fine. I sent Gio-kun on, he's safer now... I don't know where Lily-chan is now... Majora-kun showed up... I got to hug him. Jinx-chan is a mess... Bri-chan is a mess... So is Ririn-chan... We fought well and won... But not without loss... Why must this be so cruel... I loved them... I should go back home and do my duties now... I don't want to but I should. Paperwork... So much I have to do. I'll probably be alone for a while... Owl them, hopefully they will all be okay. I love them. Maybe they'll see me after I've grown up a bit, after I've mastered Bankai. I promise that the next time they see me I will look different, older, more mature and probably not drunk anymore. I need help. I'm getting it. I will see Lillian-san periodically and hopefully we all can take something away from this all. I love them but now I see the light, things will get better. I know they will. I just know it.

I love you all!