lazy day at home no skool today thank god i got to sleep in might chat with my bf might no idk, im just chillen i keep haven nightmars about death even tho im goth i still get freaked out once in awhile i aint no sicopath ppl i cant help what i am sure im goth but im still a person but it feels like ppl just think other whise and its not fair me and my bf are both goth and its nothing bad just meens we are diffrent .
my bf and me are good i guess he is as lovey dovy as ever its just so difficalt cause he isnt here ans i have a hole in my heart that makes me push him away somtimes i dont meen to hurt him i dont want to but my emouitoins are just geting in the way
and even tho he is so sweet to me and romantice as ever i still feel like ill get my hopes up wen i find out he wont come and ill believe it when i c it i guess , i do trust him dont get me wrong i just dont want to get my hopes up 4 nothing its only gonna crush me in the end.
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