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your on the top of a cliff
and your getting closer and closer to the edge
all these people and things pushing you and pushing you
little by little you become weaker and weaker
there comes a point where its just too much
you stop trying
completely give up
because no matter what you do
nothing ever works
yet you still believe its going to be okay
your trying your best to hold on
but its soo ******** hard when theres nothing to hold on to
you have nothing, nada
completely alone
so you just stop
you realize its not worth it
no point in fighting because
everytime you get up they push you back down
after a while its just tireing
everything breaks you apart
even the most littlest of things hurt you
because its just too much being hurt so many times too many times..
so you just fall over
you let go
carefree careless not careing
you dont even say goodbye
because in your mind you dont matter to anyone
it wont make a difference if your here or gone the next day
your so sick and tired of it all
you want to disapper
and this is your chance to finally leave
and be free of all this bullshit
so you just...
stand there and let yourself
fall over the edge