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	Cynical Reality The world my by view point. Sounds scary enough but I shall aim to keep the public entertained. After all reality is a dangerous thing, who better to capture each moment than a cynic?

	Sirius Orion Sorell
	Sirius Orion Sorell


вαsícαllч..... The paper says my name is: Sirius Orion Sorell But please call me: Sye or Sirius I would say I'm about: Nineteen I was born on: September 24th, 1991 Under my pants, I'm: Male, naturally. sσmє mσrє ínfσ My Accidental Other Half: Miss WildChild I tend to sway more towards: Women I'm more fond of things like: Classical/ inspirational music. It aids in my writing and its soothing. Anything that has to do with the human mind and psychology, need I go on? Poetry and dark romance. This is pure genius on paper. Making friends laugh as laughing enables longevity, true fact. But I can't stand: Unnecessary gore be it from movies, novels or gaming I just find it, repetitive. Clutter. I despise clutter as it decreases my productivity. People who cry and complain irritate me.. Life is going to go on whether you bawl or not so might as well save the minutes of useless emotion and move forward. Stupid people. Honestly, how has time to deal with them? They are the scum of society and I’m not surprised that most of them land behind bars. I have a phobia of Cynophobia (fear of dogs) Pyrophobia ( Fear of fire.) If I had a theme: Starbucks Takes All My Money I'm gonna be a parent...: Girl-s. Twins. םιɢιиɢ םєєρєя Born to a Migel Sorrell, a single father at the time, life was a tad more complicated than that of the average person. Not that it was unnecessary hard or cruel for that was not the case. Migel loved me or at least I believed so but complication came when my father finally decided to remarry. I was five at this time. The woman he chose to marry knew nothing of nurturing a child’s developing mind or how to ensure the child reaches his potential. Oh no. That did not seem to be in her concrete agenda for she treated me as a human lab rat. She claimed to be taking advantage of critical learning period and challenged my young mind with various psychological tests and mathematical scenarios. Of course my father couldn’t see the harm it was causing me with the limitations to creativity. By depriving me of social interaction with my peers, I knew my social perception was askew. I didn’t know how to interact or how to engage another in conversation. For a while, I struggled with this until my father finally took me to see a therapist. However, by this time the past had defined me. I had become tired of not understanding and feeling isolated. After observing my peers, I joined them but not as a fellow classmate—as a competitor. I didn’t want to be like them. They were slow and naïve. I grew to hate irrational emotions and it continues to be my belief that one does not show emotions for nothing. It doesn’t give one need to have emotions linger on the face longer than necessary. I suppose you could say I gave up on emotional displays when that woman joined my family as she taught me that displaying feelings is the worst thing a boy can do. Of course, this ruined me. I became two-faced with providing the public with cued expressions and emotions while the face behind this ‘mask’ was blank. I became good at this. Too good apparently as I forgot to react when the woman’s cat had died. For the record I didn’t touch the mangy thing, but because I showed a lack of sympathy and or shock, she was convinced. She told my father I’d become a psychopath if they didn’t correct my behavior. Honestly, when did acting equal insanity? But as always, he sided with her and here I am. On a more positive light I will say that this gave me a hunger and drive for success. As I am driven to succeed I sometimes fall under an unnecessary amount of stress which can cause frequent headaches. I am passionate and fervent which is also, apparently, my downfall. Lori and I met at a party and I’m appalled that I vaguely remember anything other than her name as well as a few x-rated details. I can remember that I had liked her before and that I was elated when we hooked up. I really didn’t expect much out of it as she tends to be wild and untamable yet I wanted it to be. Say hello to life’s curveball- both of them. Yes, we are having twins, girls. I’d be lying if I said I was overjoyed. To tell you the truth, I’m terrified. I’m not ready to be a father .. <3 Syn2 Syn2 · Mon Oct 15, 2012 @ 07:12am · 0 Comments


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