Awake
I’m now awake more than I could ever sleep
I wish that i could just give it up
Be normal, do things that I want.
Unfortunately it is not an option
I have no options anymore,
I might’ve been able to change this years ago
but I lacked the strength and ability that I have now
But with that comes this uncertain fear
Of what would be thought of me.
I want to be accepted and then ignored
I don’t want any spare attention,
Just call me a leaf floating through
the air in the cold of fall.
I’m now awake more than I could ever sleep
I wish that i could just give it up
Be normal, do things that I want.
Unfortunately it is not an option
I have no options anymore,
I might’ve been able to change this years ago
but I lacked the strength and ability that I have now
But with that comes this uncertain fear
Of what would be thought of me.
I want to be accepted and then ignored
I don’t want any spare attention,
Just call me a leaf floating through
the air in the cold of fall.
