the title is can death make me happy in japanese. I have been depressed for the longest times and i am finally letting my feelings and probems out. I want to thank Lithorien. he has helped me through so much and right now he seems like my best friend. I may not know him that well but he has helped me so much. and still is helping me. I've been depressed for 3 years. I haven't told anyone about it until the begining of this school year. My friends have been trying their best to help me through it. well i should continue the story and stop ranting on about things.
Maro kan hanashi okeru houjin? (you can talk in japanese?)
Illiana, Yuro, and Jason left and the town was in dead silence. No words were whispered as the three let their foots touch the ground that was out of the town. None of them had ever left the town so none of them knew where they were going to go.
"well let's go." Illaina said. she started to hum the theme song of a show she had watched. yuro and jason listened until Yuro broke the silence.
"whatcha hummin?" She asked in her kid voice.
"A song from a show. It's called every heart. You wanna hear it?" illaina asked. Botj of them nodded their heads.
"ok. Ikutsu namida o nagashitara
Every heart sunao ni nareru darou
Dare ni omoi tsutaetara
Every heart kokoro mitasareru no darou"
"Nagai nagai yoru ni obieteita
Tooi hoshi ni inotteta"
"Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
Kyou mo takai sora miageteiru"
"Donna egao o deaetara
Every heart yume ni fumidaseru no
Hito wa kanashimi no mukou ni
Every heart shiawase ukabete nemuru"
"Itsuka itsuka subete no tamashii ga
Yasuraka ni nareru you ni"
"Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ikite nanika o shiru
Toki ni warai sukoshi naite
Kyou mo mata aruki tsuzuketeyuku"
"Osanai kioku no katasumi ni
Atatakana basho ga aru soushi
Hoshitachi ga hanasu mirai wa
Itsumo kagayaiteita so shine"
"Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ai o sagashiteiru
Tsuyoku tsuyoku naritai kara
Kyou mo takai sora miageteiru"
"Meguru meguru toki no naka de
Bokutachi wa ikite nanika o shiru
Toki ni warai sukoshi naite
Kyou mo mata aruki tsuzuketeyuku"
Both of Yuro and Jason stared with wide eyes at illaina. Illaina stopped singing and stared at them.
"what?" She asked.
"I didn't understand a word you just sang. what language was that?" Jason asked.
"It was japanese." Illaina answered.
"You can talk in japanese?" yuro asked.
"yeah." Illaina reasponded.
"Then say something for us in japanese." jason said.
"m'kay. Ore kan hanashi okeru houjin." Illaina said.
"what did ya say?" Yuro asked.
"I said 'I can talk in japanese'. I told you i could." illaina said.
"can you sing that song in english for us please?" Jason asked. illaina nodded her head.
"If there were many tears falling down,
Every heart would become gentle.
If everybody expresses what they think,
Every heart can be satisfied"
"I was frightened by the neverending night,
So I prayed to the distant stars."
"In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky."
"The two of us, smiling, meet here,
Every heart has a habit of receiving its dreams.
Sadness has no effect on us,
Every heart gains happiness when it flies."
"Someday our souls will unite,
We will give peaceful approval"
"In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on."
"Memories of everything has settled,
This is a warm place to be.
The stars separate us from the future,
We are always so brilliant,
So shine."
"In endlessly repeating time,
We were searching for love,
Because we wanted to become stronger.
We look up to the faraway sky."
"In endlessly repeating time,
We know why we are living.
We go through the nighttime laughing,
Both of us are mourning, yet we walk on"
Illaina finished singing. Jason and Yuro were quiet for a long time.
"wow. I'm impressed. I never knew you could sing so well." jason said.
"you haven't known me very long." Illaina said.
"You're right but still. I liked it none the less." Jason said. Illaina blushed slightly.
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