I truly do hate God. And if anybody tells me any s**t about how I should be thankful to him or that he doesn't give you anything that you can't handle....well I guess I should be thankful that I was raped when I was 3 and of course my 3 year old self could handle it. what the hell must I be thinking?
And if you believe any of that s**t that obviously not enough bad things have happened to you, and maybe they should so you can get a grip on reality and stop believing in a fairy tale fantasy because God doesn't love us or care about us.
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If you were to honestly read the Old Testament law and prophets, you cannot walk away without admitting: the point is to live in a just and orderly society, in a way that benefits humankind, offering protection for the weak and despised of society, and the land we're living on. We may not see how one command is preventing multiple actions from taking place, actions that could harm us and lead society to ruin, but in the end that is the reason he gave: the commands were given for our benefit.
Deuteronomy 10:12-13 (NIV)
12 And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God ask of you but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in obedience to him, to love him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, 13 and to observe the Lord’s commands and decrees that I am giving you today for your own good?
You should be grateful that you survived, first of all, and secondly, it's your choice to allow God, through his words, to heal whatever hatred you harbor towards humanity, especially towards enemies / people that have wronged you in the past. That's how the power of his word is demonstrated through us. It's not about attending a physical building, putting money in a basket, or falling down like some possessed person; it's about healing the psyche, allowing a person to start fresh, identifying the desires of the body that lead us to do wrong and "crucifying" those passions, living a life guided by what gratifies the spirit instead, and developing a compassionate heart towards everyone. That's what Jesus taught. Those who refuse to repent of their evildoing, both in the Old and New Testament, have punishment waiting for them after the resurrections. That's how justice works. Physical death and the second death awaiting anyone who isn't written in the Book of Life.
You will continue hating God unless you read the bible honestly, with a genuine interest in getting to know what he's really like, instead of relying on hearsay, rumors, and commonly held beliefs. A lot of what goes on in a church-setting is not biblical. Honestly, and this may sound harsh, but it sounds like you haven't read through a single book of the bible (Acts, John, Jude, etc...). Judging something before familiarizing yourself with it is prejudice and plain ignorant. If I were you, I'd get to know what exactly I'm hating before allowing myself to hate it further. That's just the wise thing to do no matter what or who you're dealing with.
May YHWH bless you in Yeshua's name. emotion_bigheart
" ... yet not my will, but yours be done." - (Luke 22:42)
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