well my stitched heart broke out. I woke up with a wake up call that no one ever wants to hear....I was woken up by my dad and he said goodbye, hugged me, then left. It sounded like glass breaking in my chest. I was in shock that i was woken up to hear that...They were going through a divorce.i couldn't talk to anyone...my siblings, my mom (whos never home)...not even my new bf...It was the court order that he had to leave. he had no choice. i was starting to patch things up with him and this happens. A piece of me has been destroyed and i feel like hanging myself just because he had to leave. thats how depressed I am...and it seems that I'm the only one that cares. I don't want to continue the day...I want it to rewind...I really want my dad back.
I also heard some gunshots last night and almost died of being scared. with this feeling now, I'd rather get shot. I'd cut, but thats too harsh, and i hate cutters. I hope things get better soon
Love you all.
Michelle
 UnknownMusicmaker · Thu Jun 27, 2013 @ 03:02am · 0 Comments |
