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Had my account hacked and stolen, but I got it back.
I'm tired of writing but I can't stop my stories are getting a lot worse.
My D&D group has been split up because people can't show up and pay attention because it consumes their life (yeah once a week, once every other week for the one who said that).
Oh and the girl I like I don't have a chance in the 9 hell's with.
My friend's have a great D&D group and their own podcast which I'm not part of, that one of them is rubbing in my face.
I found out I have depression and an inferiority complex that makes me a coward, indecisive, shy, introverted, intention hungry, a liar, and melodramatic at times when I hate all of those things.
And the College is not sending me my certificate for work in CAD because they hiked the price and didn't tell me so I payed after the 6 month waiting period the extra money and still haven't received my certificate.
One of the very few video games that has ever caught my attention I cannot play beause I don't have a 300 dollar game system.

So basically aside from a mediocre job in a hot as piston plant doing monotonous work but still living in my psycho mother house with a sister who lies and complains, another sister with identical anger issue to my mom, my life is a living hell.