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8-25-13
I wish my family would butt out of my life just a little bit. I'm in college for God's sake. I should have the tiniest of freedom right now. So what that I wanted my boyfriend to be a secret for just a little bit. I'm not ashamed of him not in the least. I just wanted him to myself for just the a little while. But apparently that's forbidden in my family and life. I was planning on introducing him at my cousin's college grad party this weekend. That way he would meet my whole family. Well my mom's side of the family that is. And my father and mother telling me I'm starting to act like my half sister, Mindy, really pissed me off. Just goes to show even now getting into college and trying to make a life for myself I cannot please them in anyway. I cannot do anything correct in their eyes. I know damn well the decisions I make from here on out affect my life greatly. I'm not stupid. And I know for a fact they will not like Conner. They will judge him sully on his appearance. They won't give him a chance. It hurts to my greatly that my family would do that. I really like Conner and I can see myself with him for an extremely long period of time. My feelings won't change for him even if my family dislikes him. And I'm holding to my guns I'm going to stick by the person that I am falling in love with. My parents cannot tell me what to do anymore. I am an adult. I just wish they could see this. I don't need mommy and daddy...hell I never needed daddy anyway. So we shall see what Saturday brings and even if it brings bad juju I'll still be with Conner we will just leave the party early and go back to brownsville until Monday. Tuesday I start back at classes again.
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