I find it rather difficult to express myself sometimes, and I have to find a lot courage to do it sometimes. And when things don't go as I planned sometimes I feel like it was a waste of my time, but it really isn't. I'm learning something new each and everyday, and I'm growing wiser and wiser as the days go on. Discovering things about myself that I never knew about.
Today,
Mich and I talked about how I felt.
I expressed myself to him, how selfish it was of me to always be thinking about all the struggles I've been through, and feeling like I'm the only one who's ever had a hard time. Not acknowledge his feelings or his past. Because truth is, I'm not the only one who's had a hard time... his childhood wasn't the best either. I got to stop thinking only about me, and believing that dying would solve everything, it won't. I'm stronger that I think. I just know it, I'm going to make sure that I always listen to what he has to say, and I'm be there....and always remember it. I got to stop holding on to the past, and move forward. Learn to cope, and get over the painful things I've gone through, they are all gone....and there is no need to keep holding on.
Hopefully one day my dreams finally comes true.
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