want to die
want to rip out my hair
want it all to end
just near the end
never again can never be said
i cry at night
i sigh at night
in those morning tears
can't see what i'm feeling
can feel what you're seeing
only crumbling
always crumbling
reconstruct your mind
reconstruct my heart
repeat what i said
and understand such fine speech
you find me so fascinating
you find me so interesting
me and my thoughts
me and my feelings
something to be studied
something perfect
something unreal
something such as me?
i know you can't hear me
i know you can't feel me
i know you can't see me
but i wish you could be me
that imaginary pain always in my chest
never rests
make my pain real make me feel the blood loss
the love lost
kisses for you?
kisses for me?
i thought you knew my tears were falling...
i thought you knew my soul was dying...
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