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So I was taking down my posters this morning in a s**t-I-need-to-pack kick and was doing great and being blinded by the sudden appearance of white from under my posters, when I got to the picture of my friend Meghan. Normallay taking down pics are okay for me, but I couldn't even touch it with the idea of taking it down. I had to ask my roommate to do it while I was out of the room.

My friend Meghan S. Baxter died on March 17 at age 18. Taking down her picture made her death finally hit me. I really wish I had more pictures of her from normal days, but I don't think I do. SHe and I didn't get many chances to hang out besides at SCA events. I asked Krystal to put her picture in my scrapbook so I can do a page for her.

Packing up my room is always hard and I admit to crying when I have to leave, but I felt like I was being ripped apart.

Meghan....I won't forget.