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It's been a seriously long time since I've written something. Well, it has been a while since I've done anything of significance on gaia. I'm glad to be back! Even though there are so many changes, good and bad.

There have been a lot of changes with me as well. I see that I never updated what happened all those years ago when I moved. Well, it turned out that I was able to graduate where I had moved to. So I had to drop out. It took a few years after that to get back into school. In fact, this is my first semester of college right now. Going to school to be a Vet Tech. But besides that, I can't say that I feel that I have as well of a grasp on who I am like I did back then. I know that I still feel similarly about most everything listed in the last entry, but I'm not as passionate about what I think. I used to take pride in that. Knowing what I think, and knowing when to back down. But now I don't know where to even start thinking. I feel like everything got kind of muddled when I dropped out. I didn't talk to anyone. Didn't do anything. I lived in depression for almost 5 years, and now that I'm getting back out and doing things for myself again, I'm confused. I know that I'll figure it all out eventually. In fact, I started to figure it out when I decided I wanted to work with animals as my career. But that doesn't mean that I'm as sure of myself as I once was. Things will work out, I know it, but that doesn't make it any less difficult now.

But aside from myself, in Gaia news...holy crap things changed! I'm sad to hear that some of my favorite staff members are gone. All for various reasons, and I figured it'd come some day, but I'm sad that I missed it. I'm also a little concerned about the direction things are going. If it wasn't for a close friend of mine, I'd be one of the poorest people on Gaia. I know I'm not alone in saying that whoever came up with the idea of gold generators didn't have a clue what sustainable means. I have a few other suspicions about what's going on in this little, mostly unheard of, community. But I'll keep those to myself for now. I like my account. I've had it for a long long time and don't plan on losing it any time soon. =3

Well, I'm definitely glad to be back. ^_^ I hope to see y'all around in the future! I wanna make lots more friends. =3