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Sometimes I really don't understand why I do the things I do. I'm just gonna die anyway. Why do I feel like I need to do things in life so I can accomplish things when in reality, one day, I'll be dead and no one will remember my name or who I was or what my story was? No one will even care. This is so meaningless. Everything. I don't get why I feel obligated to participate in life. Human instinct? When I really sit down and think about all the s**t I've gone through and all the s**t everyone else has gone through, I have to ask myself why we go through ******** up s**t and still keep charging through life like it's the right thing to do. You think you're strong for living.. I think I'd be stronger if I killed myself.. because that's the scariest part of life. No one has any idea of what happens after death...
Thanksgiving
Today was okay. After my charade last night I'm surprised I'm still even here. I ******** things up so much, it's unbelievable. Everywhere I go there seems to be a problem. I guess I'm just a curse. I'm sure there are other people who can relate. And.. if anyone really bothers to read what I post then I'm just glad you get something out of this (Whoever you are). Whether it's learning from my mistakes, being able to relate, knowing you're not the only one with problems, then I'm glad to be of service. Anyway.. Happy Thanks Giving or whatever... Stay tuned, homies gaia_crown



~Queen Of Disaster~



 
 
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