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Maybe things would be better if I just killed off every feeling in my body..just become completly numb to everyone and everything..then maybe I'd never hurt again..but I tried that before and it didn't work..so maybe there's a point to being miserable...**waits for a point** **waits** Oh, that's what I thought, there is no point. Just the sadistic little puppet master who controls the universe pulling on my little strings, making me hurt myself...acccidents...yeah right..my body's just gonna die one day..just keel over from all the abuse it gets..ohh and I suppose it's just me being "clumsy" again...hahahhahahaahaa...*trips and falls on a knife* oops gonk