I got scammed about two weeks ago. Yes, it was all my fault for picking up the phone and believing these people would really turn off our power... but it happened earlier that week, for the first time in my life (and it was pretty scary for me that boyfriend didn't pay that bill). They preyed on my fear, and I'm an idiot for falling for it.
I've been semi-punishing myself since.
Drinking a lot.
It caused a larger tear in my Wildfire persona, which was already damaged. She took a beating this year.
I haven't talked to any friends in a while.
I'm still upset about the whole volleyball friend group thing. I'd love to go back and look fly as ********, all fit and what not. I'd get skinny again, just for revenge.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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