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Wow. What a week. My mother's finally married and now I'm just sitting here listening to Christmas carols. xD Omg, I had so much to drink at the party.. I had too much in fact.. xD I got so wasted that I thought that I saw my father and Jason dancing on the tables holding beers in their hands. So I yell "Get off the ******** tables you bastards!" Everyone just looked at me like I was insane or something.. I look around "...What?!" They all laugh and continue on with the party. xD How nice of them. Anyways, I called Sierria and we talked for about an hour about stupid s**t. And I had a good laugh or two with her while we were on the phone. Man, she's a really great person to talk to.. Probably cause I used to talk to her lots back in the day when everything was... Well, I don't know... "Normal". Man, I tell ya, when you have your whole life ahead of you and you can't get a boyfriend... And you know that there's that one certian someone waiting for you down in Hell... You just wonder. "Why should I waste my life being miserable and know that the only person for me is down there when I'm up here? Why can't I just end it now and be with him/her? What the ******** am I doing here?!!" I know it may sound stupid but, that's what I'm really going through.. I mean, my gawd. But no, really, I'm happy. I at least get to talk to everyone! I'm very lucky! And plus, my friend Trey is coming all the way from North Carolina just to come see me. Isn't that sweet?! I think that he deserves something just for even thinking about it... What do you guys think?... Ah to hell with you guys! I don't need ya! xD Great, now I sound like my father!! >w< Tee hee! xD Maybe it's the beer... <w< Hmm... I don't know. So sorry for the long post. I just had so much to talk about! I couldn't hold it in any longer! xD Love to all~!! <3 ----Me!! ^w^
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