I don't know why everyone is a pain in the a** for me. I look at my self as I see my eyes. I don't think I'm alive anymore. I look in the mirror as there two side of me. I don't know who the other side I think about it but I just cry for inside.
I don't know what with everyone with god doesn't love and thing like at. I wish I know why everyone just think like at evern it not true.
For some reason I feel heart broken by everyone lies. I just feel like I am died for a long time. My soul doesn't what to rest. I jsut look away and see what comeing.
Why is everyone act like nothing happen when I'm around them. I just doesn't know why everyone is like at to me. I do know this. It the pain at I have in my heart. Crash by the one who broke it....My love is the only one who killed me. I look away to see nothing but my self....Myself at I never saw befor. It like a aduit of my self looking at me with sad eyes.
I trie not to look at my self. I try not to cry! I try to keep it together....then what? I find cuts in my chest at I never have befor. Looks like it was a dream or a nightmaru. I don't know if I'm dead or alive....not anymore.
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