Life is hell. Plain and simple.
Right now.. I wish I could get away with murder... Not to my friends.. Not to my boyfriend.... But someone much closer.. My own mom. She has ruined my life, taken everything that made me happy away. I can't visit my boyfriend.. He can't visit me... I have no computer {Uses it anyway} I have no TV. When I sleep, I have nightmares of her doing things to me. When I am awake, she constantly yells at me and says how me and my dad are pieces of s**t and that she is going to move to Illinois and leave.
My dad is thinking Divorce...
She drinks too much and we can't get her to stop. She treats me like s**t, calls me names and other things. I am even going to a meeting of people who have loved ones act like this..
I almost hope a divorce goes through so I don't have to deal with the s**t she puts me through. I have headaches every day because of her... The only thing keeping me sane is anime, RPing, Drawing, Keyboard and the kind words from my friends and boyfriend.. I can't wait to be away from her every day... I would never have to deal with someone calling me a b***h again.
The L0ve Kitten Community Member 
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