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(passed my road test btw)

anyway

i'm like, having major freakouts about that show.. it's really coming up (september 2nd) and like, i'm going to be making prints and bringing them in and setting things up soon.. and i'm reaaallyreally freaked out about all this.. i dunno, i mean, i just feel like my crap doesn't belong in a gallery. like no one.. cares. I mean, I am willing to admit by now that I'm pretty good at what I do, for my age - and by "what i do" i mean like, character design drawings.. but.. anyway.. just because I'm fairly good at it doesn't mean it should be .. up on a wall for people to look at. @_@; it's so.. scary, i really feel like I'm out of my league here. I dunno, maybe I'll get a chance to talk to Bradley tomorrow and he'll help me calm down. He, at least, seems very enthused.

and then.. i gotta figure out who all i want to come and stuff.. erin/alaster's got stuff in it so she's definitely coming (ZOMGYAY) and ledell might (ZOMGPLZ) .. I desperately want ess and the snaplies to come. That would just be so nice, to have their support so I could like run to them when people start throwing tomatoes at me for sucking so bad. Ess could snag a ride with me easy but with the snap.. well.. it's at the goddamn Milwaukee Gay Arts Center. sweatdrop iand I'm not sure who all's parents are uh.. down with that.. or if I want any of them to know. That's of course assuming they don't know already, god. I actually almost even want to extend Anna's invitation to her father as well, since he's my art teacher and I'd like to show him what I'm up to.. but it's just a .. sticky situation. Maybe we can just cart some people around. or maybe the whole thing will be a total disaster and I won't WANT anyone to come. gonk

my mom wants to invite family.. >< that's a lot of conversations that I do not want to have.