Before I start, I know that I have few friends on here. Labbeh and Garrett, at least, have helped me through these tough times..
Simply putting it, Whit is tired. Tired of people ACTING like friends on here, then going and stabbing my back, then abandoning me.
I experience that everyday IRL. I go on here to get with my FRIENDS. Or so I thought..
Thennnnnnnn Briana goes and acts like my so-called-friends and does what I said above.
Lawlz. Yeah, I am friends with Garr, I'M SORRY. But that is no reason to "block me/not-ever-talk-to-me-again-because-I-talk-to-him".
Ha.. I thought you were my friend. Ha..I thought you wouldn't ever abandon me and stab me in the back like the others.. Ha..I was wrong I guess. ._.
Last night, got maybe.. 1 hour of sleep.
Last night, cried.. most of the night.
Crying right now. Because I ******** thought I had a friend.
This whole STUPID ******** FIGHT came at the wrong time. Family is slowly going poor. Because even though it rained, the crops have rootworm and are dying. No crops = no income = us living in a box. .-. And every memory of Brandon possible assaulting me. And my stupid family constantly blaming me for everything that goes wrong. School is starting. . . ._.
*puts arms around self* It's times like these when I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. But I don't have that, now do I? No.
I want to just go and die.
I just want to leave a world that doesn't truly want me at all.
So, all give me a good-a**-reason to stay.
k.
Simply putting it, Whit is tired. Tired of people ACTING like friends on here, then going and stabbing my back, then abandoning me.
I experience that everyday IRL. I go on here to get with my FRIENDS. Or so I thought..
Thennnnnnnn Briana goes and acts like my so-called-friends and does what I said above.
Lawlz. Yeah, I am friends with Garr, I'M SORRY. But that is no reason to "block me/not-ever-talk-to-me-again-because-I-talk-to-him".
Ha.. I thought you were my friend. Ha..I thought you wouldn't ever abandon me and stab me in the back like the others.. Ha..I was wrong I guess. ._.
Last night, got maybe.. 1 hour of sleep.
Last night, cried.. most of the night.
Crying right now. Because I ******** thought I had a friend.
This whole STUPID ******** FIGHT came at the wrong time. Family is slowly going poor. Because even though it rained, the crops have rootworm and are dying. No crops = no income = us living in a box. .-. And every memory of Brandon possible assaulting me. And my stupid family constantly blaming me for everything that goes wrong. School is starting. . . ._.
*puts arms around self* It's times like these when I wish I had someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be okay. But I don't have that, now do I? No.
I want to just go and die.
I just want to leave a world that doesn't truly want me at all.
So, all give me a good-a**-reason to stay.
k.