Hey Diary
the past two weeks have been interesting very intersting, i went to the coast to the steve irwin tribute smile which was really good i was balling my eyes out on several occasions but pervious to that i had a fight with someone i care alot about and he didnt understand why i was so upset about what he said ... i wont go into it because yeah i dont like talking about it.
Im affraid of losing my dad, hes not doing to well with spring happening here in the land down under i know hes been sick for a fair number of years but im still scared this year looks like his last i hate thinking like that but its true how can you change that if you can feel it in your heart? todays been the worst that i seen him so far, god when i see him laying on the floor in pain all i want to do is cry so i do my best to help make him comfortable as possible... i took some time off work so i could take care of him i think im doing the right thing as best as i can it still scares me though...
i found out that my aunt and uncle got back together which is great news, my uncles not a bad man hes just angry that he cant work anymore and from what i understand the kids havent exsactly made it any easier for him...
anyways heres my poem...
Falling through the sky
crashing to the ground
i sit and i wonder
why oh why oh why
my heart beats like thunder
crashing against the earth
rolling long and hard
till there is nothing but a thud
i want to hold you close
but im so affraid
that when i do
youll be gone
and i wont get to see you again
ill miss you when your gone
because you where my friend
my father
my hero
my every bit a saint
ill miss you papa
no matter where you are
i know youll be out of pain
so please take care
i love you my daddy
its not your fault
please watch over us
when your up there in heaven
watch over us
well be thinking of you
my eyes will burn
my heart will ache
but ill be happy
that you wont be hurting
not no more
but being a gaurdian
from up their in heaven
ill miss you so
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