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Today i visited Vanessa (my girlfriend) grave, i can´t belive an year have passed since she died crying , i really miss her, every day is harder without having her around.

I had to cross almost half country, to go to her grave, i took with me some red roses so i could give them to her, she always loved red roses...

I spend almost one hour talking to a grave... now that i think about that i must have looked very pathetic... and i probably am a pathetic creature.

Vanessa is the only girl i ever loved heart , my life is empty without her... crying . Now i just wait for my death, calmly and patiently xp