Today was the hardest day of my life.
I started on some new medication called s-something and it is horrible D:
My mom thinks it is so damn good for me but i dont think the same...
The reason why im taking theese medications are because im hyberactivated.
And ive been that since i was six.(Im 13 right now)
So oh yeah, ive had couple of bad dreams since i started on this medication and one of that dream was that EVRYONE IN MY CLASS HAD MARRIED EXCEPT ME.
How strange is that i mean it?
Later that night i had anoher dream ad that dream was that i was playing GAIA and then i got sucked into the computer but instead of pixels we had REAl people.
Nightterror.
Ive had nightterror a few times, once when i was 6 and then just few days ago i started having some BAD nightterrors again.
The first one was that i saw a ghost. Of course they are real but that one was real flesh i know i shouldnt be telling this right before halloween but i have an urge to say people this so they kinda know how i feel, i feel cursed or something , i have visions and i also had a vision that we'd move to denmark AND WE ARE LIVING IN DENMARK NOW.
Well the teeror was that i woke up at like 3:00 AM and just had a nightmare.
i crawled up to my mom in her big bed but there was only one pillow and my mom was using it!
So i had nothing to cover myself and i startded to fall asleep.
Then i found something silky soft over my body and i tought that it was a mom putting a blanket over me. all of a suddent it was gone!
i reached over to my mom and opened my eyes.
And there it was glaring at me behind my own mom head, at first i tought it was just my moms blancket BUT IT CAME OUT TO BE SOMETHING ALOT DIFFERENT THAN THAT.
It kinda bothered me so i reached over mom and touched it "IT SAID OW!"
I was so freaked i just sat up and screamed!
i couldnt sleep for 6 monhts after that!
Well if you have had any sort of experience like that youcan tell me
I started on some new medication called s-something and it is horrible D:
My mom thinks it is so damn good for me but i dont think the same...
The reason why im taking theese medications are because im hyberactivated.
And ive been that since i was six.(Im 13 right now)
So oh yeah, ive had couple of bad dreams since i started on this medication and one of that dream was that EVRYONE IN MY CLASS HAD MARRIED EXCEPT ME.
How strange is that i mean it?
Later that night i had anoher dream ad that dream was that i was playing GAIA and then i got sucked into the computer but instead of pixels we had REAl people.
Nightterror.
Ive had nightterror a few times, once when i was 6 and then just few days ago i started having some BAD nightterrors again.
The first one was that i saw a ghost. Of course they are real but that one was real flesh i know i shouldnt be telling this right before halloween but i have an urge to say people this so they kinda know how i feel, i feel cursed or something , i have visions and i also had a vision that we'd move to denmark AND WE ARE LIVING IN DENMARK NOW.
Well the teeror was that i woke up at like 3:00 AM and just had a nightmare.
i crawled up to my mom in her big bed but there was only one pillow and my mom was using it!
So i had nothing to cover myself and i startded to fall asleep.
Then i found something silky soft over my body and i tought that it was a mom putting a blanket over me. all of a suddent it was gone!
i reached over to my mom and opened my eyes.
And there it was glaring at me behind my own mom head, at first i tought it was just my moms blancket BUT IT CAME OUT TO BE SOMETHING ALOT DIFFERENT THAN THAT.
It kinda bothered me so i reached over mom and touched it "IT SAID OW!"
I was so freaked i just sat up and screamed!
i couldnt sleep for 6 monhts after that!
Well if you have had any sort of experience like that youcan tell me
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I couldn't finish. And it was good too.
My dreams are weird like that too, such as... -digs through her journal-
"I was ******** sick of everyone telling me I couldn't go see Jake. So, I ran away from home and took a plane to SoCal. I didn't know anyone there, but I ran into Jake's mom, who kinda blew me off and said she'd show me Jake after she went to the beach. o.o; Well, I went with her there, and as I was walking, I saw my mom walk down the street. She came over and yelled at me from running away from home. I yelled back at her because she wouldn't let me be happy. Anyway, I was annoyed, so I took a plane back to Germany, and that night I called Jake, and told him, "Oh, well, tonight my mom caught me so I flew home, but I'll come over tomorro--" and then I realized, "I'm back in GERMANY, and I can't run away again, they'll realize I'm a minor at the airport." So I was yelling like, "********. ********. No Jake, I can't. Sorry. Nevermind. I flew back to Germany, and yeah..."
That's when it ended. D: " -- the 18th of last month.
Or the one that I can't find where a crocodile ate me in my apartment stairwell.
Or the various weird ones I had the summer before 9th grade about making out with my friends -- was really crazy.
But I've seen stuff before it's happened before. Usually I see it anywhere from a few minutes to a few seconds before it happens. My friend Mukti used to be able to look at my face and tell when things like that happened to me.
But that's a life that's gone to me now. - 3-