Death
Why is it that I've started to find solace in the fact that I will die someday? I hate my life and I want it to end. Now. My mom always says that life is just a game, we must learn to play it. But, if life is a game, why can't I quit playing? Suicide looks like it could be a very easy escape, but I still have one life in this world that I carry with me. If my best friend wasn't so close to me, I could end it all and not completely destroy her. For now, I must do my best to protect her and not fail her while keeping up the appearance that I'm just slightly abnormal.
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