Then one day, hopefully, a light will shine. You're confused at first by what it is and what it's doing here. Then, you'll realize that it's here to help you out. Forever. You take it, and it's warm. You like the feeling of being warm, cause it's so new to you. So, the more you hang on to it, the bigger it gets. And the warmer you get until ... You start getting warm on the inside. It grows and grows until .. It can't grow no more. All you want now, is to be warm with the light. You look back on when you first met the light, and realize how much you've been smiling ever since. It strikes you as .. Being happy. Something that you haven't felt every since you were young. You hold your light close and whisper to it: "Thank you."
Unfortunate for me .. My light still hasn't come to me. Yet. I still have my hopes. But, hopes are .. More distant than what they were. I feel like a caged bird that can't escape her cage. All she wants is freedom and to feel happy again. I was close once. My cage had been unlocked but .. No escape. The key lays in front of me everyday and all I can do .. Is gaze upon it in the darkness. It's such a beautiful key too ... I just wish it thought of me the same way.
I'm begging for someone to save me .... Before I can hurt myself anymore. All I want.
Is to be happily free.
