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Well well. After about a month of me having to get my car jumped from various people it finally came to the time where it didn't want to start for me. I drove to where Mikes car was to give him Antifreeze. (his car broke down on the side of the road) In my attempt to save him I had to be saved myself. Yes that is right, I broke down both physically and mentally.

I realized through this experince that I can no longer depend on my mother. I called her to come and get me and to also bring Mike some radiator fluid. She bluntly told me that she didn't have gas in her truck and that she wasn't going to go to the gasstation to get some. Also that she didn't have anymoney on her and wouldn't go to the bank to withdraw even 20 dollars. She didn't care that I was stranded on the side of a major road. That I needed her to save me. She wouldn't listen to me when I told her I would pay her back. I am just a bother to her. How dare I call her and ask her to leave her nice warm house to save me? So I cried. And she yelled. She called me stupid for not being able to jump my car. I was freezing I couldn't feel my toes. At least Mike was there to comfort me. heart