kai_tora
Dear Friends,
It is time to go. You all know I have been suffering for a long time and that I have been having some problems, but now I can’t stop what has been happening to me for so long. Right now I am under a lot of medications and I have to be in the hospital twice a week and in the weekends. I’m going die very soon and I can’t keep Kai in the Muffin either. I will kill Kai. That is the reason I wanted to talk to Drak and Aitrus so bad since I wanted to talk to them before that; I don’t know when I’ll have to stop posting and I wanted to say goodbye. I will say goodbye to all of you separately, but the thought is the same. This is my heart pouring to you guys that I’ll miss so much. From now on any pm sent to me I will say I am in the best of health and a reply to this message will be ignored. You guys are part of my family, always remember that.
I can’t deny I am scared and it’s an overwhelming experience, but don’t cry for me. I’ll be fine knowing you guys will keep living normal lives and that you all will be fine. Keep the plots going and, hey, maybe you can use my death as a plot. That would make me very happy. I will give my account to Akirachi which always kept an eye on me without asking for much and not asked questions and I will erase everything personal of mine. Be happy.
Kai
Kaen- Don’t think ill of me. I didn’t want to remove Kai from this, especially now. I can’t stop it. Just ask Sapphire; you’re the only woman that I have loved and I hope you are very happy with your fiancée. You are a great artist and a wonderful cosplayer. You study hard and I know you will be great. I will miss you so much and I wished to have known more of you, but what I did know I am happy I did and I hope that your life is a blessing. Please don’t cry for me; I’ll be fine. I won’t have pain. I love you, my white kitsune.
This was written by one of my best friends on Gaia. He has been having heart problems for a long time, and had several episodes in the either months I have known him. The only thing I can wish for is that something is done to save him; my father had a stint put in when he started having heart problems, and we hear everyday about bypass surgeries and what not, so I hope, no, pray that something can be done. Kai is precious to me and to everyone who knows him in the Muffin, and none of us want to see him go.
Kai, no matter what happens, you will always be my angel and I love you.
