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GOD DAMN!! i let my self slip just abit and i get drown under and hurt again.. i though i was gooing to be happy but i dont think i will for a while... i just want this to stop and the only way to stop something is to do it your self.... well i'll stop talking to you.. well for a while any ways.. i just let my self slip and i get hurt again and even if it for a sec. i still get hurt and it really sucks.. and i dont want to get hurt any more.. i just want to move on and just leave behind the people how have hurt me.. and to let them know im done with geting hurt by them.. i dont care how many friends i gain or lose at school.. i dont care if i end up only having 3 or 4 friends in the end.. because in the end it will show me who my friend really are and those who aren't.. till then see ya!!