OK few questions people ask:Why are guys sooo stupid?Why are guys jerks?Why are guys so mean?Well I have the answer....Its because they are guys.Its just their nature.OK for my latest entry I am crush..no...I am not crushd but seriously pissed,upset,and emotionally confused.Well this is why:Rember the guy I told y'all about well he asked me out I said yes(Of course I HAD a crush on him)Then the mother f**kin son of a b**ch tricked me into saying "I am breaking up with you".Well I got pissed at that.Then the next day my "friend"asked him out.(I had told her i would mind if she asked him out but to do what would make her happy)well I thought she was my friend that day we had a 2 hour block in P.E. and Alonzo is in it.She asked him out.(I was chrushed when she told me)Then Alonzo when he read the card(she gave him a card asking)he said was I ok with it?I had said "yeah i am fine with it"(well of course I wasn't if he had looked I was crying when iI answerd)then he said yes to her.While I was crying Morgan(my "friend" wink and Alonzo were laughing.I still cant see how he did this.He knew I liked him.Then i was talking to my x-boyfriend(friend of the jerk Alonzo)he said Alonzo did'nt even get what I was upset about.Then today i walked over to him and Morgan in the court yard(at school in the morning)and he asked"are you still mad"I was like"WELL what do You think"glareing at him.(I had also noticed he bought her a box of expensive chocolate that really ticked me off)He backed off (he knew i was pissed and knew what I am capable of and backed away from me behind his girlfriend (wimp))Then he had the nerve to tell me I would get over it by the nextday or so..and that he had be throught it ALL last year.At that i had had it.I told him "NO I would'nt get over it SOON and i doubt YOU have evr been throught it."And at that i went to my class.(I knew I would get over it but not soon and I would forgive him)Then I had to sit next to him in band.I am going to get over it but he had told me he liked me he was going to ask me out and dedicate a song to me at the Christmas concert.He lied.Exept for the whole ask me out thing,but thats no the point.My x-boyfriend Michael is more understanding than the a**.So there is another one of my depressing jounals.*If you would plz add a comment to show you read it plz do ty.=^_^=*
 foxy_chic_007 · Fri Dec 15, 2006 @ 01:42am · 0 Comments |
