ok.. havn't been on the computer in a long a** time. valentines day is coming up and bobby has been so damn sweet. i think i might just out-do him on valentines day and i don't want to hurt his feelings or anything because i gave him more stuff than he gave me. i really want to give him everything i bought for him because i love him and want to make him feel good. he said to me the other day that he won't be able to get me a lot of stuff for valentines day but i don't care. i know he has bills to pay and he's going to college soon so he can't always get me stuff and i don't care about that. i have my own job and can get whatever i need with the money i get from working. but of course he has to be all manly and say that he wants to provide for me. its really cute and i love him but he doesn't have to do everything for me. OMG!!! i'm sitting at the library and one of my regulars from mcdonalds (my work, duh!) just walked in! i wonder if he'll know who i am if i don't have me uniform on?! probably not, he just walked by and didn't say anything. that was funny. i've never seen anyone i met at my work when i'm not there. well gtg oh and i didn't get that ring for bobby, i thought it best not too. god, i am really caught in a weird place right now. i'm very independent and i like being on my own and i always thought i would end with a girl and provide for her but when i met bobby..... that was it. love him.
Mari-Sima · Fri Feb 11, 2005 @ 12:46am · 0 Comments |