*sighs heavily* Hello everyone...all of you pathetic losers that seem to find time to read my journal entries. Regardless, I didn't come to rant about how rediculous some of you are...
The sinking pain of knowing that I'm alone is finally setting in. Though many of you here on gaia have been kind and showed consern for me, it's just not the same. I guess to some extent I know you all care...it's just...so hard to breathe once the computer goes off and I'm forced back into my lonely reality. I don't know where I'm going with this entry...well whatever. I guess I'll work things out...somehow. Until then, I'll just dream of the day when things will change.
I just want to break down and cry sometimes. I swear, the love for my significant other and the hope for my future is all that's getting me through the day.
SonicBeauty · Wed Feb 16, 2005 @ 09:40pm · 0 Comments |