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Will I ever be good enough for you?
Or will I shrink away and fade from view?
How dare you tell me you loved me
You held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
How dare you try to come back to me
You threw me out the door telling me to leave

I won't ever go back to you
Begging is what you do?
You just so lovely, sitting there in your pain
Don't yell at me because you're the one to blame
I look out the window and see your face
If I look harder, I see you pace
Back and forth, here to there
Outside my window, outside my life

You linger around in my mind
Your voice; it killed all the happiness
You face; it scared away all that is good
So go away and don't come back
If you do, I will be there
Waiting to kill you...
...like you killed me