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Getting bullied again.
On Tuesday I went into school dreading and knowing that something was going to happen to me. It always does. And yes I was right. As per usual. The minute they walked into the room and saw me it all went pear shaped. They just can't leave me alone. So I decided to play at their game. Also I thought I had got rid of my cold so I went into school thinking I would be fine. I wasn't. Which of course made the whole situation 10 x worse than it already was to begin with. I have been teased throughout my life so that is something I can live with but when it happens and it is done "behind my back" that's when it gets to me. (By that I mean pretending to whipser about me behind my back although they know I can hear them and they shout stuff across the classroom.) Also being wound up somewhat chronic is not my idea of a fun day at school. Especially by a bunch of idiots who I despise.
So with my head held high and walking from an English lesson with the robo teacher I walked to my Maths lesson. I accidently touched the girls chair who sits next to me. Oh she wasn't happy. All bloody lesson she comlained I was infected with loads of germs and she kept moving her chair away from me. Everytime I sneezed or sniffed, she complained. She wouldn't shut up. My patience was wearing thin. There was a teacher behind me so I couldn't touch her in any way. In the end I said quite agressively "WILL YOU PLEASE SHUT UP?" She didn't. After lunch was Registration where a chorus of "Jemma is a lesbian!" broke out. WW3 broke out in the corridors again but this time I wasn't involved. Thankfully. Next stop P.E, oh what fun. It was freeezing outside and I only had a thin top on. I walked out to the Astro turf with high spirits (I have no idea why seeing as the rest of that day had been poo) and came to see my mates. One of my mates thought it was funny to stand on my lil toe. I heard it click so I screamed at the top of my lungs. I grabbed my hockey stick and whacked her around the legs with it. She then grabbed hers and whacked me around the legs. She then continued to do so. I walked away. Next we had Drama. In the changing rooms after P.E my best mate said "Oh sorry Jem but I am going with Emz, so I won't walk with you." I mean F-A-B. So I found some other girl to walk to Drama with.
Well yeah then end of the day. Amazing day that. Including being ill. AND having to do a Science test.
Why do some many people hate me? Why can they not like me for who I am?
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