Dear People of Vanessla,
It has been my understanding that through life sacrafice is constantly on the list of the many commands we must follow. I have but only one to blame for such misfortune. For there is only person responsible in this lifetime to take responsibility for my transgressions against fate...this is myself. Here in Gaia I believed I could escape my true home the Demon World. Yet it seems that your destiny will follow you through the planes of exsistance to bring you down. I regret that it has been my sin to betray the only thing that has been dear to me. In the Demon World it is custom that once your soul has claimed your mate you love no other. I have loved but one man and will always remain to love him. As it has rumored I have bore a son Named Elliot a male who reminds me of the one I called Teacher. After Elliot has grown to be the age of three in human years I will strip myself of immortality and die a mortal life. He will have grown into his powers as a vampire and will no longer need me to protect him. It will be a long time before I am used to humanity yet it is the only path that I can take. Immortality has brought me nothing but pain and misery. In all justice I resent being a Carpathian stuck between mortality and immortality. I have decided I would rather die quickly as a mortal without my mate then suffer an eternal life without him. He is in no way to blame for my descision it is merely the fact that I have no purpose. Glorifacamues no longer rules my soul and my ties to the Royal line will soon vanish with my death. Elliot will be abel to live here in Gaia unknowning of the Demon World and its corrupt ways. This is the best course of action which can dictate the happiest future for him. It seems fate wishes that I have no happiness since my life was never my own. I was born for the purpose of being used to bring back the one so loved by the people. Since he is gone I am nothing.
Sincerely
Your Royale Empress Amira Esala von Keska.
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