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Hey...Ummm I have been on Gaia a little longer than a year and Im just now making a journal...I kinda dont know why....but I think the reason is that I can't always get out what Im trying to say when I talk to someone.....so If Im only talking to myself no pressure right? I mean sure someone might read this but, they also might not....lol.Anywho Jess ( a girl a really love more than anything ever and I truely believe to be my what some like to call "soul mate" wink is cleaning her fish tank.I think a lot about her...but I guess I give her a rough time cause Im kinda hard to deal with....and somehow, and I cant figure out why, but she still puts up with me. She really is something else. The heat is off at my house and its cold Im talking ******** freezing..BUT I dont get cold lol well not easily anyway...If you dont know me Im a pretty stong willed person. Here lately though I just feel like I have been beat down in life......and I keep getting back up....and I dont know why....but I was thinking to myself...and these are the words I thought so Im gonna quote my own thoughts..lol...here goes "Keep beating me down so I can get back up for you to beat me down again, but eventually you'll get tired of beating me down"...I dont know what you reader will think of this but I kinda like it..Meh oh well to each his own I suppose...well anywho Im gonna end this entry here who knows how long it will be before I make another so dont wait up lol....welp peace heart