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so today is the second day of my break up and i still cant stop thinking about him. the way he would look at me. the way he would smile at me. the way he would kiss me. it was all so sweet. now that i dont have him with me by my side, i dont know what i will do. i still love him and he doesnt love me. i try to keep myself from sending him a pm but its so hard not to talk to him! i hate it so much but if it makes him happier then im happy. like i said before i will do anything for him to be happy and if this makes him happy i'll do it. i dont care about myself as you can tell. i care about him and no one else. but i got to stop caring about him because if i dont get the care back whats the point? i guess i should just forget about him but i cant. oh well. i guess i'll go with life and forget that we were ever together because we'll never be together again. and i still cant believe he did it before valentines day! now i just have to shut up and think of something else.