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ummmm................ okay.................randi.

here's the real story for today:

sorry you guys. making you worry a lil at lunch. it's just that lindsey and calie's friends are totally pissing me off. u know what happened on the soccer bus, right? jordan must know it too, if you live with lindsey. well, maybe you don't know who it was who spilled the ******** beans, but it was me and only me.

k. now for my reasons. first numba one: jenny was on the bus. u guys know how much i hate her, but no matter how much she pisses me off, i am still her older sister. my sense of duty. they were doing that s**t in front of her and all her stupid little friends. it really pissed me off.

numba two: it's probably stupid, and i know they'll never in a million years see it this way, but maybe if someone stopped them just once, they'd stop or at least do it a little less so they have a lesser chance of dying or killing the other and being charged with manslaughter or whatever. once again, they'd never think i tattled on them to protect them, so i don't care. i couldn't expect them to think of that.
so ever since then, their friends have been so ******** annoying. i mean, for all those months after the incident. only a little in the beginning, but now they do it almost every day. the people sitting next to those two will ask not so quietly as i pass to throw away my s**t, 'is that HER?' and they'll nod, and then everybody snickers. a couple days ago at the circle table, all six of them at a rectangle stared at me, sometimes bending over to whisper and laugh.

and of course there are these two s**t heads that i usually am next to while waiting for my lunch. they always make fun of my hair. and ya know why i hate tanner so much? it's because he's so mean, and apparently he's one of lindsey and callie's friends, cuz he's sworn himself against me. he absolutely despises me.
i know it's really stupid. i shouldn't pay attention to them, because they're just acting immature. but the more they do it, the more they point, i begin to believe that they're planning something.

o well. i guess i deserve it. and it's not like i can fight it. just go with the flow, right?

ehhhhh............. randi, you just made me guilty. you said i should tell ya guys everything, so i did. happy to know a little more of my pitiful life? how i get sad when stupid people poke stupid fun at me?

man, that's pathetic. mrgreen but i feel better now.