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Maybe....maybe I should leave Lunethia and Daruande.....what if I ran away in the middle of the night...they don't know where we're going next anyways...I don't even know for that matter...

But if I did run away...maybe it would be better if I did so...I just don't know. I mean...if I die...I don't want them to feel such pain as I have...

Will they even feel pain or sorrow for me? I'm so confused...I see Daruande staring at me...waiting? And Lunethia, if I left her...who would be her new master? Daruande would probably. I'm so selfish....I know that at some point of time I need to leave them both...but I don't want to...I want to hold on to them for as long as I possibly can...

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I have to go now...Daruande is coming over to me...