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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
why does it feel like night today?
something in here's not right today.
why am i so uptight today?
paranoia's all i got left.
i don't know what stressed me out first,
or how the pressure was fed.
but i know what it feels like
to have a voice in the back of your head.

it's like a face that i hold inside.
a face that awaits when i close my eyes.
a face that watches every time i lie.
a face that laughs every time i fall.

(and watches everything)

so i know that when it's time to sink or swim
that the face inside is hearing me,
right beneath my skin.

it's like i'm / paranoid, lookin' over my back.
it's like a / whirlwind inside of my head.
it's like i / can't stop what i'm hearing within.
it's like the face inside is right beneath my skin.

i know i've got a face in me.
you've got a face on the inside, too, and
your paranoia is probably worse.
i don't know what set me off first
but i know what i can't stand.
everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
i can't add up to what you can but

everybody has a face that they hold inside.
a face that awaits when they close their eyes.
a face that watches every time they lie.
a face that laughs every time they fall.

(and watches everything)

so you know that when it's time to sink or swim
that the face inside is watching you
right inside your skin.

it's like i'm / paranoid, lookin' over my back.
it's like a / whirlwind inside of my head.
it's like i / can't stop what i'm hearing within.
it's like the face inside is right beneath my skin.


it's like i'm / paranoid, lookin' over my back.
it's like a / whirlwind inside of my head.
it's like i / can't stop what i'm hearing within.
it's like the face inside is right beneath my skin.

the face inside is right beneath your skin.
the face inside is right beneath your skin.

the sun goes down.
i feel the light betray me.
the sun goes down.
i feel the light betray me.
it's like the face inside is right beneath my skin!







mrgreen papercut. by linkin park. i love it. and it sounds better to the music. the video is cool and creepy. though it really has nothing to do with cuts.... or paper.....
whatever. still really cool. and you guys always do songs, so i thought i'd try it. and it really is so true...
yes. more important matters. randi: i'm really happy ya found your cd. whee i guess i can relate, with my books and then the ones i write.... it's like the only way you can escape when no one's there to hold out their hand to you. if my laptop crashed...... ugh. i shudder to think about the possibility. emo

what else? ahh. i don't like my cell! i mean, the cell itself is fine. but i'm not allowed to im on it, text, or buy songs or wallpapers without my parent's permission. and if i do, they could cut into book time! they actually take my books away!!!!!!!! plus they wouldn't drive me to borders...... so what's the use of it if all your friends are phonaphobic or whatever? what am i supposed to do with it?!?! gr............ i have a lot of minutes, dears. RISE ABOVE YOUR FEARS!!!!!!!!!!!






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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Wed Mar 21, 2007 @ 11:36pm
i'm the only telephonophobic person in our group that'd you'd be able to call, and i wouldn't be your #1 choice anyway. call randi or something stare


commentCommented on: Thu Mar 22, 2007 @ 11:42pm
what are you talking about, valerie? i'd LoVe to call you! mrgreen cept i don't really want to scare you by calling so much that you refuse to pick up the phone....



bushy_haired_freak
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