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Thoughts of a Darkened Mind
Warning : Extremely depressing. Keep away from small rodents.
The End Of Everything....
The last couple of weeks have been crazy....
I'm loved. then hated, then loved, then hated....
I guess it's what I deserve, I'm nothing but a piece of s**t anyway. All I ever do is get in the way. I have someone who I now can get close to without biting my head off now, but it bothers me that I've pushed away everyone else. Alicia, sorry but you had it coming.

Everybody hates me now, so ******** it
Bloods on my face and my hands, and i
Dont know why, Im not afraid to cry
But thats none of your business
Whose life is it? get it? see it? feel it? eat it?
Spin it around so I can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cuz I dont wanna die in this place!

I once knew love, and wish for it again.
Now let us give death a spin!






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xXI Hate You AllXx
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commentCommented on: Sun Mar 25, 2007 @ 07:05pm
heart I've been quiet for a really long time, but now I have to speak. I don't see how I deserved that. I told you how I felt, and I was honest. But obviously, you prefer lies. For a while, I missed you, but now I see that it's not the end of the world if I never speak to you again- which is, I guess, the way it's going to be from now on. heart


commentCommented on: Sun Mar 25, 2007 @ 07:11pm
heart I don't ever want to be friends with you again. Why? Because I just can't lie to you. For our friendship to continue, lies are required, I guess. Everytime you get mad, instead of talking to me about it, you ignore me. Well, I guess it just doesn't matter anymore. Sorry, but you had it coming.

I would love to be friends on the other hand, but it just can't happen. I didn't deserve that, and it was just not cool. Besides, if we were to be friends again, you'd just get mad again. I miss you somewhat, but I still hate you partially. heart



xXI Hate You AllXx
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