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It's my grandpa's 90th birthday this weekend... wow... that's all I can say...

wow.

He practically raised me... but... its a bittersweet moment because Grammy isn't here... She raised me too. -sigh-

I don't know why I'm putting this on the Internet, seeing as I only told, like, two people, but my grandma died last May of breast cancer. She was diagnosed with it in early November, late October, about seven months before. It was a long, painful ordeal. It hurt so much to see her in the hospital.

She was cremated, yet I can't even look at her ashes without tearing up. I know you're supposed to remember the good things about them, but all I can remember are the bad things I said to her over the years.

meh, I gotta get off this subject now.

On to something a tad less dreary; I'm thinking of getting a doll. not one of those run of the mill dolls, but an actual porciline doll, like the kind at the Dolfie conventions. Ruha-sama has one named Vince, so I'm probably gonna get one and name it Liz, dress it up like her and everything. Silver hair included.

But I'm broke at the moment, so I can't... and I have to save up for Fanime s well.

WOOT! Fanime is gonna be awesome! I can't wait.