Hello...
I just lost someone very dear to me...someone who've I've known for years...My very first best friend in the real world.... crying
Hes not dead, its just hes moving...well he already moved before, but that was when he was already in the state...he's actually going to move out of the country...and I won't be able to get in contact at all with him because...well the place he is going to is very poor....hes almost technically dead....
He left in one of the saddest moments too...on a certian game i was playing he told me about gears and how they were his favorite place to be....If you play the game you'll understand....
He told me that I'm his only hope of staying because if his mother has a job here he'll stay...she has been jobless for over two years now...He asked me to tell my mother to get a job for her...but none have come up... none in those two years...
I've failed him a a friend...he was the first solid best friend I ever had... crying
I feel so low...I had my chance to help him....help him stay...help him and be happy...but he's gone...actually gone.... crying I'm a failure as a friend! crying
Its the happy memories we had...card games...Super Smash Bros. Melee....Sonic....the momories....they hurt.... crying
the current song on my mind is....well...Goodbye Pikachu....okay it may sound gay but if you hear it...its actually kinda sad...
I very much hope your days are better than mine... *bows*
 Princess_Nayru · Wed Apr 04, 2007 @ 02:28am · 5 Comments |
