...mine falls rather flat. sweatdrop Yes, it's been a while, but never fear comrades! I have returned to terrorize Gaia once again! xd Here's the quickie update:
School: You all know the story...working sucks, and blah blah blah. One of my teachers got fired though, which pleased me. She was genuinely awful at her job, and she kept suspending people for very stupid reasons like doodling in the corner of their notebooks during note taking. rolleyes I feel bad for her though, because she was a nice enough person. She was just a REALLY bad teacher... sweatdrop
Social Life: The minute I have completed my research on what exactly this phenomenon is I shall alert the masses immediately. ninja Actually, I just saw the movie "Shark Tale" with a friend today. mrgreen It was pretty funny, mostly just typical cheesy, corny plot lines...so naturally, I adored it! xd
Home: Ah yes. My favorite topic. rolleyes sweatdrop My parents, for those who do not know, are at each others throats 12 hours out of the day...the rest of the time they spend at work or sleeping apart in various locations(spare bedroom, couch, the floor at one point for crying out loud stressed ). The bottom line is that they make each other(and subsequently everyone else) miserable. sad So it was of very little surprise to me that this morning my father announced that they were getting a divorce. My sister has yet to be told. I'm very worried about how she'll take it. The last time my father almost left, she bawled for hours and threatened to run away. She's only 12, and I just know she wont understand that they are better off apart. sad
I haven't told any of my friends yet. I can't find a way to get the words out. I mean, how the hell do you just bring that into conversation?! stare "Yeah, I'll be at the party on Saturday, and by the way, my parents are divorcing"? Jeez. sweatdrop I'm not upset over it really...ok, who the hell am I kidding...of course I'm upset. But it's easier for me somehow to just accept it. I'm not blaming myself, I'm not blaming them....I wish they would learn to do the same.
My father...he's a good guy. He doesn't want this, and it shows. My mother is so wound up and emotional that she's gone into stuborn mode, and is determined to "give him hell" over every goddamn nickel and cent. That hurts me more than anything else...that she can't at least settle this civily. Custody is another big issue that I just know is going to become an over dramatized struggle. It just really ******** sucks. cry
But for now, I need to handle it as best I can, for my sister's sake if for no other reason. She's gonna need my support far more than theirs in this...besides, they'll be too wrapped up in their own little battles.
Ugh. Now I've depressed myself talking about it. How retarded am I?! mad
*sheepish smile* Sorry guys. Maybe you should just ignore this entry... sweatdrop
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Inside Tarma's Head...
Well here it is. My journal. Know it. Pl-l34r 17. But how will I use it? For good? For evil? For now, I am unsure, but one thing I do know: there will be cows involved.
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Pain is temporary.
Pride is eternal.
Suffer in silence.
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Sadly enough, I have nothing "damn cool" to give you but reading these entries, the fact that you said to ignore this and no one commented.... Even though this likely means nothing to you - I won't let this entry go uncommented on because you shouldn't have to hurt and I think you deserve better.
I really hope things all turn out for the better for you or at least these troubles pass with the least amount of grief possible.
Chin up! If it's bad - then something good is somewhere, right? : emotion_hug :
And now that you're all weirded out, I'll leave you alone. whee
Btw, you can call me "Niki" - at least leaving this isn't so awkward this way - we've been introduced! (or so I say... whee )