You know what it sucks to be a phoenix Well somemight see it as good but here is how it all gose down
Bad happens= part of me dieing.....Ie family probs ((happens a lot)) someone breaking in, death, what ever. bad is my life I will fall
Good happens=Being reborn....Ie Meeting someone who loves me or I know cares...a lot somehow ((and yes its happened)) I fall in good terms with my family for a brief moment....doing something good
now I always somehow make it from the ashes but this poses a problem
why dose it seem its always bad ((I know pestimistic)) and why dose the cycle always countinue I just want to level off so its not good or bad and is just well level and I dont need to know somethings going to screw up
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I think I would be scared if things in my life would suddenly started to level out and everything went normal. My life and my problems here are far from normal neutral . Its when things calm down and stays quiet that you know something explosive is going to happen. But I guess when something really extreme happens in my life, I just start to shut down and see everything in grey tones.
You've just got to push through the things in life that want to drag you down and make you want to quit. I've made it through some pretty serious times...i've been scard by them and probably never be the same, but i've made it.
A saying I found in a fortune cookie actually helped me through a lot of crap thats happened. "Although the Winter is long, Spring is soon to follow." Corney, yes i know... xp but it helped.