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i like 'burn this city' by cartel. awesome song. heart
i don't know how i'll be able to survive this week....
no laptop.
so that's no youtube.
or fast stuff.
or my novels.
guess i'll have to work on as one.....
i can go dress shopping. any price.
the catch:
i have to help mom unclutter the basement.
the basement
that happens to be overflowing with spiders.
ugh.
gross.
plus i'll have to work my butt off to earn some cash
for hot topic.
some junk for semi
and also preparations for the concert.
i changed my aim icon.
it's mcr-ish.
very vampire-ish, really.
i love it. heart
but today sucked.
everyone *cougheveryonebutvalandjordycough*
kept taking my book.
i got so paranoid
it wasn't even funny. stare
books are my escape from the world.
so even if i'm gonna go blind
sometimes i just have to read.
the outside world is horrible.
you all should understand more than any of the
pathetic mutant freaks of the government.
at times i need to scream
or jump up and sprint straight out of the ******** building.
i'm so sick of it.
and next year
there's four more whole years ahead of us.
filled with more of them.
more screaming.
more pushing and pulling.
more physical contact.
bigger crowds.
pressure.
drugs.
bullies.
the ones that throw innocent people who can't swim
over bridges.
more people trying to rip us apart.
will we be able to keep our heads
above the rushing flow of hurricane waters?
or will we drown?
sink below the depths of society
and mutate as well?
i don't think
that i could watch any of us go like that...
i'd rather die.
i can't wait to escape.