how should I start this? hmm. i met this guy named "kalbo" (not his real name). he is a friend of my cousin. i met him thru phone & in the internet. my cousin told me something good about him. she is try'na hook us up but at the end it didn't work coz' im too tough & i don't know him that much. but accidentaly, i fall for him. im stupid! both of us felt the same way but were not meant to be coz' he's too serious all the time and im try'na play with him but it didn't work. so arguements occur after a month and still continued until the end. we don't have any commitment tho. one day, he told me that we should slow down and try'na have little talks then i realize something is wrong. he changed probably because of my attitude. well, i dont force people to like me. they should be use to it if they want to be my friend. so i feel so sad and he's not calling me. i feel depressed and then cried. then i finally realized that my life is not gonna stop by this point and he is just a guy. a lot more guys to have and treat me the same way i want. he is a flirt then he dont go out. he always stayed on his computer. well, not my problem! i guess he is try'na say bad things about me. well, accept it and im not perfect no one is perfect everybody makes mistake. its just learning from ur mistakes then standing and realizing it then next time be careful choosing people. you and i should know each other for very very long time so that you will know if u really do love each other. the thing i hate from him right now is he is hiding on me. i dont know why & he feels guilty about something. well, im over him! my tears stop from falling and i chose the wrong person to fall in love with. i know i was wrong. right now im doing my homework and sleep early. i guess thats all i need to share.
enjoy your life & dont be afraid to try new things in life! =D
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